Thinking for yourself can sometimes leave you with the uncomfortable feeling that you have wandered outside the accepted boundaries of normal thought.
Does that make you a conspiracy theorist?
Are you one simply because you are not mainstream? Because you do not automatically repeat every narrative that has somehow achieved majority status?
I do not think so.
In fact, I have always found the mechanics of actual conspiracies rather less impressive than the people imagining them.
Conspiracies are difficult to organise and even harder to maintain. They may work at the smallest level, where one or two people can keep something contained. But secrecy becomes progressively harder as the number of people involved increases.
When I was a child, we had a saying:
If one person knows, one person knows.
If two people know, eleven people know.
If three people know, 111 people know.
And so on.
The exact mathematics were obviously not the point.
The point was that secrets spread.
If you genuinely want to preserve a secret, the safest strategy is remarkably simple: tell nobody.
Not one person.
Nobody.
But that rather defeats the purpose of a conspiracy, does it not?
This is where the popular conception becomes interesting.
The average Joe or Jane tends to imagine conspiracies as things organised by “the elites.” The assumption is that elites possess special information, special intelligence and some extraordinary capacity to coordinate events from behind the curtain.
I have spent enough time around wealthy people to be rather less impressed by that theory.
For years I had access to people who would certainly qualify as elites. At one point, that included working as a bodyguard for billionaires.
These people were extremely rich. Money, in the conventional sense, had ceased to have much practical meaning for them.
But when you knew them privately, rather than seeing them through the distorted lens of newspapers, television or public mythology, something else became apparent.
They were people.
They were not superhuman.
They were not uniformly brilliant.
They were not walking repositories of forbidden knowledge.
They had the same broad range of human capabilities, strengths, weaknesses, vanities, blind spots and occasional flashes of extraordinary competence that you find everywhere else.
Some were extremely intelligent.
Some were less so.
Some were exceptionally well informed in their particular field.
Others were remarkably uninformed outside it.
Some were disciplined. Others were chaotic.
In other words, they were human beings.
This matters because the mythology of conspiracy often depends on granting its supposed conspirators almost supernatural capabilities. They must be intelligent enough to understand everything, organised enough to coordinate everything, disciplined enough to maintain perfect secrecy and powerful enough to control events indefinitely.
That is asking rather a lot of ordinary human beings.
The world is messy because human beings are messy.
Institutions fail. People misunderstand each other. Plans go wrong. Information leaks. Competing interests collide. Bureaucracies lose documents. Employees talk. Managers make mistakes. Politicians say things they should not. Billionaires disagree with other billionaires.
Reality is generally much less coordinated than conspiracy theories suggest.
But there is an equally important point on the other side.
Rejecting conspiracies does not mean accepting whatever the mainstream happens to believe.
There is an enormous difference between saying, “I think this explanation is wrong,” and saying, “Therefore I must believe the approved explanation.”
The first is scepticism.
The second is obedience.
You are not a conspiracy theorist simply because you ask inconvenient questions.
You are not one because you notice contradictions.
And you certainly are not one because you refuse to outsource your thinking to whatever happens to constitute majority opinion at the moment.
Thinking for yourself is not evidence of paranoia.
It is the minimum requirement for having a mind of your own.
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